I really hate it how whenever I get stuck on a problem to which there’s no obvious solution, I just freeze up. My mind gets trapped there, and I can’t move on, I just obsess over the idea that I’m stuck. I can’t do anything to escape it, as things like movies or books or games have zero appeal to me…I feel almost like I don’t deserve to do any of those things because I can’t get past my problem. This leads to extreme frustration and this horrible funk I can’t break myself out of.

I’ve been having problems customizing parts of my gallery tonight, and I’ve spent the last hour or so staring into space. Not fun at all.

At least I have Will here with me, with whom I’ve been conversing about the idea of people being perfect for each other; whether they begin this way or only become this way over time. We concluded that people can only speak from their own experience and no two people have identical experiences, so making a blanket statement about all people is ignorant.