So here I am once again in beautiful Perth. :3 The weather is cool and comfortable…most everyone here thinks it’s too cold, but it’s like early fall temperatures in Wisconsin, so it’s nice for me.
Like I said in the previous entry, I had to catch a later flight out of Sydney, but it turned out not to be too bad because I had time to get something good (but overpriced) to eat and purchased 2.5 hours of wireless internet access for a whopping $34AUD. Even though that’s pretty much rape, I didn’t mind so much because I was able to pass the time talking to my friends on IRC, letting my parents know where I was and what the situation was, and talking to Jules on Skype. When I think of how that must have looked, it’s rather amusing as I was in an open area with about 5 seats. I was seated in the middle and there were people on either side of me, undoubtably wondering what on earth this American girl was doing talking sweetly to her laptop, giggling and having a grand old time. I wish I’d somehow gotten a video clip of that, but oh well. :D
The flight to Perth was a bit turbulent but I was still able to sleep through some of it. Since I’d eaten in the airport I didn’t feel like having lunch on the plane, but in my mind I kept picturing the flight attendant treating me the way Mrs. Doyle does everyone on Father Ted… “Are you sure you won’t have a cup of tea? Go on. Go on! Go on, go on, go on, go on….” But they left me alone to sleep in relative peace, so that was nice.
When I got into the terminal, I was expecting to see Jules and Ross waiting for me but they were nowhere to be seen so I went towards the baggage claim. And then, there was Ross at the bottom of the escalator, waiting for me. I rushed over to him and gave him a hug and the tears slowly leaked out. As I was enjoying the reunion with Ross, Ivan appeared behind me, then shortly after that, Julian. It felt so amazing to embrace each of them after all this time, and to be honest, even after that the situation didn’t feel real. We grabbed my luggage and headed out to Jules’ car, Jules clasping my hand within his. We kept glancing over at each other and smiling, both anticipating what was to come.
When we got back to Jules’ house I got to meet his Mum again, got to share a hug with her. :D Then we dropped my bags off in Jules’ room (where I’ll be staying) and exchanged gifts. Ross seemed to really appreciate the blanket I made for him as he spent the *entire* evening wrapped up completely in it (it’s large enough he can wrap it around his body two full times XD) We watched an episode of Black Books before dinner.
Dinner was fantastic. Jules’ dad made a chicken veggie stirfry with rice which was quite yummy. As you know if you’ve read my previous entries, I was quite concerned about getting to know Julian’s parents as their qualifications are unbelievably impressive and intimidating, but of course they were extremely kind and easy to talk to. I smiled and chatted away with everyone with great ease, and I didn’t find myself uncomfortable or nervous in the least. Actually, that’s something that’s been fairly consistent throughout this whole trip…I’ve been extremely calm about it all. Yes, I knew this was going to be the most amazing thing that I’ve ever experienced, but ever since I’d gotten myself past that self-imposed sickness due to anxiety, I’ve not let things get to me. Sure, I could have freaked out about missing my flights and all that, but I didn’t see the point. I knew I had positive energy following me and watching out for me, and that the airlines would do everything they could to make sure I got where I needed to go. The old Ann would have been weeping and shaking and throwing up…but I took it in stride and used the time to my advantage. Funny how people can change when circumstances become unbearable.
Ross was very happy to see me, which was readily apparent, but he also seemed to barely be holding himself together. I’d say I probably know him and understand him better than most people, so I could see it in his face. We shared a lot of hugs and friendly affection, I gazed into his eyes and smiled at him to let him know that despite everything that’s happened I still care deeply for him. I really enjoyed being close to him again, and I think this time that I’m here will help him get over what has happened in the past. I really look forward to spending time with him.
And Julian…ahh. :3 I’ve been comfortable and calm and confident since my arrival here…everything was so familiar about this place and the people, it all is still so fresh in my memory from the last time I was here (no doubt enhanced by the photos taken during that trip.) The one major thing that has changed is my relationship with Jules, quite obviously. I know he was quite nervous about being with me in this new way, but oddly I didn’t feel that way myself. In my mind I’ve already made the transition from being his friend to his girlfriend, so all it really took was actually being there with him in person for it to feel complete. It feels so natural and so right to me, so perfect. It feels like it was always meant to be this way.
We stayed up quite late watching Father Ted episodes followed by a live concert DVD of The Gathering and after lounging around a bit in Jules’ room we decided to call it a night, so we took Ross home. The goodnight lasted a really long time, as Ross was extremely reluctant to part ways. We shared many more hugs before he went inside, grasping tightly to the blanket.
After that Jules and I went up to Kings Park to look at the city lights at night. It was quite cool and breezy up there in the open air, but everything looked so beautiful and romantic. And there, the cityscape behind us, we shared our first kiss. *sigh* It affected me in a way I’ve never felt in my entire life…this aching and tingaling traveling all the way down to my feet. Happiness, bliss, lightheadedness, shortness of breath, and delighted giggaling. As it was rather cool up there with the wind, we decided to head back home.
3AM crept around as he and I enjoyed our first moments alone together, and I must say that feeling this way now is worth *everything* I had to deal with to get where I am at this moment. I am so completely happy and content and in love in a way I have only ever dreamt of.
What a spectacular first day in Australia. :3
It rained lightly almost all night, which was absolutely beautiful. I was all cozied up under Jules’ blankets, looking out the window…strangely some parts of this still don’t seem real to me. I know, logically, that I am on the complete opposite side of the world, and that I came here to be with the man I love more than anything else, but for some reason, it doesn’t feel *that* extraordinary or strange. It just feels like home. :D
I think there’s talk of seeing the new Batman film today. Jules wanted me to go wake him up once I’m awake but I actually can’t bear to do that because I wanted a bit of time to write something and I want him to get enough sleep. (It’s still quite early in the morning here.) Hopefully we can go get some bubble tea this afternoon. :D
I guess I’ll see what I can do about uploading some photos. They’ll be in the same place as last time, which is here.