I’m Hearing: Chevelle - The Red

I played fricken Dark Cloud all of last night. I only have one area to finish before the main part of the game is over…I can’t wait for the game to end so I can move on to something else (I could put it down and play something else, but I’m really close to the end and I know if I don’t finish it now I prolly never will) because I’m almost 44 hours into the game and it’s getting old. The game doesn’t have much in the way of replay value like other games that I’ve invested that kind of time into have.

Our hot water heater is doing dumb things…I think that may be the culprit for our astronomically high electricity bill this month. :\

Must remember to upload moooosic for Ross…

My design professor sent a mass email out saying one of the younger graphics students died this week. She must have been like 19 or 20…man. I didn’t know her, or even recognize the name, but it still shook me. That’s frightening. People that young shouldn’t die.

This may come as a surprise…but I ate my first package of ramen noodles last night. I found them rather yummy. Quite a value too…an entire meal for 12 cents. I will definitely be investing in more of those in the future.

This morning I was talking to someone about resumes. I don’t often think of myself as having accomplished a whole lot (being a perfectionist of course means you are always looking for ways to outdo yourself)…but when I consider that I’ve already had to start cutting important things out of my resume because it was too long, I guess that’s saying that I have done some impressive things for someone of my age. It’s kind of cool to think about that…yet I’m still dissatisfied with myself often times because I don’t feel like I’m doing enough. I know I have the potential to do more than I’m doing now but on the same note, I’ve taken on so many projects I don’t seem to have enough time in the day to accomplish what I want to. I find myself getting frustrated with my body when it gets exhausted by 2 AM…there is just so much more I want to work on but my stupid physical form is too tired. :\ Meh.

Doing web design full time at work doesn’t really make me want to work on my own pages when I get home, so sadly a lot of those things have been on hold for awhile. Mostly I just want to crochet, read, and play video games, which is what I do until I basically pass out. Going to bed before I’m dead tired seems like a really ridiculous idea, hence why I’m tired so often. But there’s just so much to do.