I cried myself to sleep last night. It was one of the saddest nights I’ve had in more than two years. I was not doing too well at all. It doesn’t pay to discuss the circumstances because they’re beyond trivial at this point. The main thing to focus on right now is the fact that I’m not going to let this keep me down. I’m a fairly resilient person, and while I can dwell on things to a huge degree, sometimes if things are bad enough, my brain just gives up on it and tells me to move on. So move on I shall.

Had it not been for my most recent conversations with Jules, though, I probably wouldn’t be at this point. I owe a lot to him, even though we only just started conversing a couple days ago! I can already tell he is going to be one of the most special friends I’ll ever have in life, even if I never actually get the chance to meet him in real life. :-)