Well, Warcraft III Human Campaign is finished. ‘Twasn’t too hard either, unlike Starcraft’s Terran campaign that I never was able to beat! *sigh*. Those damned humans…hey, at least I can be Undead now!!!

It was so nasty-hot last night I ate half a tray of ice cubes just to keep cool. Then early this morning it rained again. It’s nice when it rains and the air clears out, and everything outside is lush and green, but the humidity comes right back again because there’s so much moisture in the air. It’s a vicious cycle.

Less than a week till my b-day, till I’m a full-fledged legal adult. Gah, what a scary thought. Adults always seemed old to me…and now I am one. I don’t feel old…my mind still thinks I’m 19 years old. I don’t know if it’s my attitude or relative lack of world experience that keeps my mind back in that age, but I sort of feel comfortable there. Intellectually, I’ve felt like an adult for as long as I can remember…I mean, geez, I was reading things like The Silence of the Lambs when I was 11 years old (I actually read it twice that year alone)…but the intellectual world is different than “real life.”

I don’t think it’s denial that I don’t feel my age since I do have adult responsibilites: a full-time summer job (albeit, an internship), tuition payments to make, car repairs, etcetera etcetera etcetera, but my attitude towards life isn’t adult-like. It could be the fact that I’m an artist and a dreamer and will never have a typical adult view of the world…and frankly, I don’t think I want one. I think I’d rather enjoy life and make beautiful things than become a lethargic and repressed adult sitting in a boring job, worrying about mortgage payments. Yeah, I know, things like that are sometimes unavoidable, but I’m going to try to stay away from that stuff as much as possible.